A while back I wrote on how social security was reevaluating my disability; I haven't officially received the notice, but I am pretty sure I have been denied considering they did not deposit my monthly payment into my bank account. I am broke; not technically because my husband has an income, but it makes me feel inadequate. `
My major concern is finding a job and keeping it. My last experience was a bust; getting fired before my 90 days were up. I'm scared. I haven't ever felt this way about obtaining a job, but since I've waited so long since the firing issue my fear has built up over time.
I should have just got right back in the saddle again, but my husband and I agreed I should try to obtain my disability again because working was so stressful on me.
As I sit here eating my chocolate chip cookie dough ice-cream, I wonder can I do this? Or will the stress push me over the edge?
